Thank you SO MUCH Antoinette, Wende, Mme. Chez Shoes, and Smitty* for your kind words the other day.
They truly helped me through a bad night. It's just hard to be reminded just how lonely you are, in like the deepest sense. I have a lot of changes to make in my life (things I really wish I could change, like yesterday, though that's not possible) and sometimes things like this can slow me down. Luckily, I also received help through a late night talk with a friend in Miami that helped me stop crying and to get over that hump.
Today is another one of those days for me where everyone I know is busy doing something and I'm just trying to keep myself busy at home and get some things done.
So go out there and celebrate for me and I hope your 4th is full of fun, food, and friends!
Pssst... I'm home, too, reading a novel and painting dollhouse parts. So you're not alone in lacking plans, and I think we owe it to ourselves to have a good time at it.
ReplyDeleteHappy 4th!
ReplyDeleteGetting things done is a great thing to do! :) We celebrated early, last night, with a small group of friends. I'm enjoying the quiet day, and we'll make a nice dinner and see the fireworks later tonight.
*hugs*
Thank you (again) Wende, I knew there had to be others.
ReplyDeleteI'm working a double shift today. Change is hard, but sometimes you have to just do it for things to improve. Hope things start looking up for you soon.
ReplyDeleteHi Isaspacey,
ReplyDeleteI couldn't leave a link because I don't exist on the blogosphere! But thank you for reaching out to me. I've been thinking about you and I wanted to tell you one more thing: your mom is not out of your life. It's different now than before, but she's always there. I'm sure you know that, though. I hope your holiday was peaceful. Be well!